I know most of us have Biblical characters that we aspire to be like. Many of us want the boldness and committment of Paul, or the servant heart of Stephen. Lately, I have been praying to be like a certain woman in the Bible. I don’t even know her name, but her story is found in Luke chapter 7.
I have read and heard this story many times before, but God really challenged me to take a deeper look the other day. Basically, what happens is Jesus is invited to have dinner at one of the Pharisees’ houses. A woman who was known for her sin finds out that Jesus will be at this house, and decides to visit him. She brings an alabaster jar full of perfume, and proceeds to anoint his feet with this perfume while weeping and wiping his feet with her tears. Jesus then tells the Pharisee that this woman, even though she was sinful, did what the Pharisee failed to do-wash his feet, anoint his head, and greet him with a kiss (all of the things that were customary for a guest). Jesus then tells the woman that her sins are forgiven, and that she can go in peace.
So why would I want to be like this woman? I see so many characteristics in her that I want in my own life. Here are a few:
She was desperate for the touch of Christ. This woman wasn’t invited to the dinner. She wasn’t supposed to be there, but she came anyway. Maybe that morning she woke up and decided that today was the last day that she wanted to carry her guilt and shame. She knew that the only person who could help her was Jesus, and so she came to him, and he accepted her just as she was. Christ accepts us just as we are. I want this in my own life daily-a desperation for the touch of God.
She brought him everything she had to offer. Even though this woman was sinful, she brought her most precious possession-her alabaster jar. This demonstrates that she knew who Jesus was, and nothing was too big to offer him. What is my alabaster jar? What is your alabaster jar? What am I willing to sacrifice to Christ? When we finally understand the depth of his love for us, the price he paid, nothing becomes too big to offer to him. He is so worthy of everything we have-our life, time, and talents. I want to offer myself, like this woman, as a living sacrifice to God (Romans 12:1-2).
She was broken. I love that the Bible says she wept at Christ’s feet. I want to have a brokenness about what Christ has done in my life. I want to weep with repentence and weep with joy and thankfulness. God promises us that he will not reject a broken and contrite heart, and that he is close to those who are brokenhearted. I also love that she wept at his feet. She humbled herself before him. God promises that when we are humble before him, he will lift us up.
She received mercy and grace in her time of need. Jesus tells the woman that her sins were forgiven! What a relief. This woman is now free from everything that she had done in the past. The Bible says that this woman was a prostitute. We are like this woman. We are all sinners-we have prostituted our own hearts and given them to things other than God. Fortunately, God, in his infinite mercy and grace sent Christ so that we could be free. When we believe in Christ, we, too, are forgiven and able to have peace. In light of this truth, how can I not have overflowing love and thankfulness for God’s mercy?
And finally…I love that this woman doesn’t have a name. Her name is not important in this story, but her actions were. I don’t care if people know my name, but I do want them to know how I live. I want my life to be a testimony of the goodness of God.



really good stuff lauren!
This alabaster jar
is all i have of worth
i break it at Your feet, Lord
it’s less than You deserve
You’re far more beautiful
more precious than the oil
the sum of my desires
and the fullness of my joy!
Like You spilled Your blood,
i spill my heart as an offering
to my King
here i am, take me
as an offering
here i am, giving every heartbeat
for Your glory take me
the time that i have left
is all i have of worth
i lay it at Your feet, Lord
it’s less than You deserve
and though i’ve little strength
and though my days are few,
You gave Your life for me
so, i will live my life for You
Worthy, worthy
You are worthy
worthy is the Lord
Hi Lauren! I know it may be odd to be receiving a comment from someone with your own name
A while back, I happened to do a silly Google search of my name… curious to see what I would find (I was expecting to just find articles from when I was in high school plays, church choir performance write ups, and what not). Then I stumbled across your blog. I was so touched by your humble words and yearning to grow closer to the Lord with each and every day. I began to think “Here is someone who is called by my same name, striving to be Christ-like and inspiring others through her walk and talk. Do I accomplish these same things daily? or have I been focusing too much on the busy things that life brings (work, my schedule, family get-to-gethers, and all the hectic things that come up)?” I love the Lord with all my heart and soul, reading your words of how scriptures open your eyes in certain ways really inspired me to evaluate my walk with Christ at the end of every day. I wanted to thank you, my cyber-name twin
for being humbled enough to share your honest thoughts and wisdom of what Christ has revealed to you with the world. Have a blessed Thanksgiving! – Lauren M. Shaw-
“We always thank God for all of you, mentioning you in our prayers. We continually remember before our God and Father your work produced by faith, your labor prompted by love, and your endurance inspired by hope in our Lord Jesus Christ.” 1 Thessalonians 1:2-3
Oh my dear sister, wow… just wow.